Day 10 of my renewal

I came back from Macau and it's now 4am.
My god, the new year fair in Macau Fisherman's Wharf is......awful. Awful in the sense that there're no PEOPLE! Let me tell you again, no PEOPLE! How are we going to handle this critical situation? HOW? HOW? HOW?

We argued again. Should I call it arguement? I was quite unhappy about it for I was just teasing him and he thought that I was laughing at him. Why? Why? Why? And one thing I don't like, or I should say HATE is, he used to say 'I am never lack of women'. My god! That makes me feel so so so bad. What do you mean by that? I won't treasure you? Since I don't have roaming, I didn't and couldn't message him. I WAS DETERMINED TO TELL HIM WHAT I THINK.

Though I bought another 3 packs of duty-free cigarettes for him when I returned from Macau today. :P

Day 4 of my renewal

He called me.
Mr. A called me early in the morning(!) and told me he wanted the CD back. I knew that meant the end of the story so I didn't really reply. I still couldn't figure out whether he was in his mood or he really wanted to end it. Guess I have been out of the game for 2+ years and he's the challenge of advanced level, I got to warm up for this. If we can go on, guess it's time to apply plan B.
Btw, we kept on-and-off 'communication' during the day. He finally told me the reason he was mad at me: I said 'FXXX'. I couldn't figure it out why he was that pissed off at first. When I went offline and went shower, I suddenly realized 'Did he think that I was scolding him?'. SHIT! I was talking to myself about MY financial situation, not HIS. Guess it's the reason.
I am hired.
Kwun Tong VTC hired me as a term lecturer. Something nice recently for the salary is really good. I haven't decided it yet for I really like my present job. However, the money is really...... not enough now.
Empress told me about my family situation so I guess I have no choice but to accept it. Still happy with it for the hit rate for my job hunting process is 50%. I sent 2 emails and 1 hired me. Very good process.

Day 3 of my renewal

Was too tired last night so didn't post.
Am very tired right now too but I insist posting here. I don't wanna break the promise I make to myself like the old time.
Bridget Jones impact is diminishing. I feel like I still miss him......

Day 1 of my renewal

Day 1
I arrived at the office at 8:40. I could even sneak to M to have breakfast and be on time to the death marathon meeting. I used to go to work late with tons of reasons: couldn't get up, couldn't get the right dress, couldn't catch the train(!), got on the tunnel bus, walked too slow, lift wouldn't wait, etc. With my new year resolution, being punctual doesn't sound too difficult. It's all about determination I guess.
I then went to meet a client in MOS but shit she stood me up for some 'family' business. Fine, she will be mine soon so time is not a problem at all. I took the time and went to TST and met another one. Tomorrow I could walk into the office with my head up. Confident, YES! this is confident.
Went home and had mom's lovely soup. Couldn't eat the meal for I had a big tea time though I am starving now. Anyway. Watched 'Bridget Jones's Diary 1' and got inspired.

1. Be who you are, don't sharpen yourself for others. Even if you want to do that, do it for yourself, even though it may not be for your own good.
2. Get serious with the appropriate guy instead of alcaholic, arrogant bastard, smoker, erotica, etc.
3. Be serious about jobs and losing weights.

Day 1 over
Karina reporting

Nothing much

Haven't written here for quite some time. It doesn't mean that I have nothing to say. Just that I don't feel like talking. I will try my best to update it on a daily basis.